A Promise to the Goddess

A Promise to the Goddess

( rEdgE )

There was a time that I was alone

Alone that can’t even pull out a single tone

I stand alone

I walked alone

And I continue to live for my own

I woke up everyday

And tried to be happy

I ate my meals

Drive my wheels

And pay my bills

I tried to smile

And be happy even for awhile

I mingle with my friend

Hoping to be alright at the end

But I was wrong as I intend

I spent the whole day full of pretension

Even though I didn’t do more action

Everything seems to an illusion

I thought I’ll be able to win

But I was beaten by within

Then I realize

That happiness doesn’t matter for its size

So then I went out of blue

And that’s when I saw you

And watching you captures me so

Since then I feel something

Something that was amazing

Something that makes my heart pumping

That made me alive until morning

And inspired my everyday living

I sent you a message

A message that gave me a privilege

A privilege to know you more

Hopefully until with your heart’s core

That made myself  restore

So then I told you about my feeling

A feeling that was amazing

A feeling that took away my pain

A pain that went through my vain

And made me insane

Then I saw you smiling

A smile that made my soul to sing

And seems everyone around me was dancing

Seems they know that I’m so much happy

Because you’re going to be with me

Now I know what is happiness

And leave my sadness

It is because of you

That gave me everything in you

So I promise to love you so

One time I saw you crying

That makes my heart cracking

So then you told me your past

You’re sad because it didn’t last

That makes me feel that my whole world did blast

Till then I promise

A promise to the goddess

To love with you as it is

To love you not forever

But until there is forever